After almost a month of technical difficulties, we are back in business!  So much goodness was missed, but I have to try to not be sad...

85.  I love you because of how well you officiated Abby and Jonathan's wedding.  You were simply admirable in the way you handled it from start to finish.  I was so impressed.  It was truly PERFECT.  I sat there in the audience in awe of you, and so proud to be your lady.

86.  I get to marry you eight weeks from TOMORROW!  Holy shit!  I can't wait.

87.  We joked about you being "my purpose" on the phone while I was in NYC this week...but it's true.  You have given me myself.  You have shown me how I want to live my life, and even more then that you have give me your love.  It's the best thing to ever happen to me.

84.  Even though I am at this fancy party in Toronto, it doesn't even compare to hanging out on the couch with you and joking around.  It would have been a million times better if you were here.

85.  Because you told me today that I am never allowed to wear a mumu.

81.  I get to marry you three months from today.  I can't wait!  I love you so much!

82.  You are being so sweet to me as my Virgin America deal is blowing up - making me sammiches, taking good care of me generally and putting up with my crankiness.

83.  You fit in so well with my family down here in Del Mar.  In a lot of ways I think you are doing better then I am this long weekend.  They are not an easy crowd and you treat everyone so well.

80.  We are down in San Diego and we just got out of the water.  It was so fun to get to play with you in the water, even though hopping back in was difficult, it was great.

78.  I had so much fun watching the US beat Algeria today and qualify for the next round in the world cup.  You and I were freaking out on the couch and I was so happy that we got to watch them win together.

79.  My very first deal for NBD at Google is blowing up in my face right now and you helped me calm down and handle the situation.  You compared it to when you step up to the high dive as a little kid - the longer you wait - the scarier it becomes.  Sometimes you just have to jump quickly and get it over with.  You were so right.

76.  You sounded like you are having so much fun at Mooner's bachelor party, including winning worst mustache!  I love your dirty mustache.

77.  I got in a fight with my mom over wedding stuff this weekend while you were at Mooner's Magical weekend and I was feeling so lost until you called.  That phone call this morning was short and sweet but it was so important to me.   You comforted me and made me laugh and made me feel like everything was back to being right in the world and that I wasn't lost.  I can't wait to see you tomorrow and hug you.

73.  You are walking today for the first time in five weeks!  You are in pain but you are such a good sport about it.  We are calling it your "gangsta lean" and it's a mean one.

74. You let me hold you last night when you were crying.  I can't tell you how important it is to me to be your person and I will always always be here for you.

75.  You like the eggs I cook and I love cooking them for you.  It's such a simple happy thing but it makes me feel like my life is worth something really special.