102.  You had your second interview with the department of commerce today and I am so nervous for you.  I do like the feeling that you are getting this job is like you getting it for both of us.  I love the fact that every decision we now make, is not our own.  It's a lot of pressure, but it's the best kind of pressure.  I am already forever tied to you, in every move I make, and I love that you are the one I am tied to.

103. We get to get married in 33 days! Yay

104.  I have kind of failed at being an adult these past few weeks and besides you coming down to see me twice in two days, you have encouraged me to get groceries and cook.  I have got to cook the last couple days and I feel so much better.  I love that you sometimes know me better then myself.

105. When you came home for the first time in a week, it wasn't two minutes before we got naked :)  Clothes dropped from the door to the bed.  I loved it.  It was just like when I can to visit you in DC.

99.  You came home for one night last night because I haven't been doing so well with you being in Santa Rosa.  I really needed to have there, and even though I tried to convince you that you didn't need to come you knew I really did and you came anyway.

100.  Inside the locket my mom gave me I have two notes from you.  One that says "I love you" and the second, which you gave me this morning before I left for Atlanta says "You're everything to me."  I am sitting on the plane and I just read the new little note.  I get to carry this around with me for always.

101.  You let me wear the sparkle pretty for about an hour last night and I was so happy I danced for ten minutes.  It was the sparkle pretty dance.

97.  We are doing long distance right now, with you in Santa Rosa, and it was so good to see you this past weekend.  I was feeling so fragile and so sad with missing you, and I really didn't want you to leave yesterday, but you were patient with me and so sweet to me.  I love how when one of us is more stressed, or in need of extra love, that we both rise to the occasion and hold each other up.  I miss you so much right now, and I HATE sleeping in our bed without you.

98.  Because you are giving me three amazing sisters in law.  They threw me a bridal shower this past Saturday, and I felt so spoiled.  They really are great!

95.  I got to buy your wedding ring this weekend!  It was so much fun!

96.  You got all teary eyed when I showed you your engraved wedding ring.  I get butterflies just thinking about putting that on your finger in two months!  I am so happy to like it (you did pick it out but still)!!

94.  You surprised me at work with a gorgeous orchid and you ate lunch with me.  YOU SPOIL ME! 

89.  We figured out yesterday that we were a little (ok way) over our wedding budget.  It was scary and stressful but we are going to get through it.  At the end of the phone conversation (because I was at work at the time) I said "I am so glad I am marrying you" and I meant EVERY WORD of that.  I just can't do this life without you.

90. You tell me all the time now "I love your face"

91.  You call me "Snacks!"  All different kinds of snacks - stinky snacks, sleepy snacks....

92.  When you were sleepy last week before you dropped me off at the airport to go to NYC, you said "I'm going to mail dis" and you stomped over to the mail boxes at our apartment complex.

93.  In the middle of making love a couple nights ago, we had a little moment where we were kind of wrestling...it was HOT.

After almost a month of technical difficulties, we are back in business!  So much goodness was missed, but I have to try to not be sad...

85.  I love you because of how well you officiated Abby and Jonathan's wedding.  You were simply admirable in the way you handled it from start to finish.  I was so impressed.  It was truly PERFECT.  I sat there in the audience in awe of you, and so proud to be your lady.

86.  I get to marry you eight weeks from TOMORROW!  Holy shit!  I can't wait.

87.  We joked about you being "my purpose" on the phone while I was in NYC this week...but it's true.  You have given me myself.  You have shown me how I want to live my life, and even more then that you have give me your love.  It's the best thing to ever happen to me.