46.  Because of how sweet you were when you came out of surgery today.  That really was the longest three hours of my life, but the moment I saw you I knew it was going to be ok.  I hated, truly hated when you passed out and I wasn't there to catch you today.  But the fact that I hated that, made me also realize even more how much I care for you.  Not that I needed that realization, but it's just another reason.  I love you Michael.  I will always be the person worrying in the waiting room for you and there is no one else I want in the waiting room for me.  You are my person.